WOW.... It's been awhile since I have been on here... ever since I started with myspace I never check this. So I was deleting all of my old posts and its so funny how much has changed and how much I have changed in such a little time. Let's see.... I still work at Target overnight. I have been doing it for the last three years. It has its moments but if I didn't work there I would have never met Lawrence (my boyfriend). It's just like any other job, it has its problems, lately it reminds me of high school..... Jason will be 5 in January and starting school next fall. It amazes me how much time flies...He is so smart, a little too smart sometimes, but definitely is gonna be a little heartbreaker I'm sure. He has been in Karate for the last 6 months and loves it. Lawrence and I have been together for the last 8 months. It's been interesting. He's amazing, but we all have our moments. Him and Jason get along great (he spoils Jason more than I do sometimes). Him and I have a lot of similarities its kind of scary sometimes. But it definitely has been worth it....He has opened my eyes to a lot of things and for now I like this way. I still live in Maryland even though I plan on moving out and getting my own place for just me and Jason. I don't really go home to PA that much anymore. Don't get me wrong, I know I grew up there and called that place home for so long, its just that lately I can't really stand being up there. It's not me anymore.... It's hard to explain. I have lost contact with a lot of people who me the world to me and sometimes that is hard when I think about all the good times. But people change, they grow up and realize there is more to the world than a small town. For some people, that is them. They enjoy the small town feel. You know all of your neighbors since elementary school and know all the police/firefighters by first name and their families. But for me, I'm not much of a small town person. I like being near a major city. I like people not caring who you are and what you are doing all of the time. Life is too short to pretend to be someone you are not. I plan on moving into my own place next summer before Jason starts school, but I don't know if it will happen just yet, there are a lot of things I have to put in place first. Who knows whats gonna happen, life is endless possibilities and I am open to them all.... oh yeah I moved to myspace years ago.... if you wanna view that page it's www.myspace.com/renifers My best friend is getting married! I am her maid of honor so I am planning one kick ass bachelorette party! Last fling before the ring style! haha its gonna be a destination bachelorette party, so if anyone is interested in going to Emily's bachelorette party email me at renifers@comcast.net! | 
